sighhh how much i want a bf like him oh 張孝全 你幹嘛身材超好的?? 齁!真是受不了 歐賣咖! 愛死了ㄎㄎㄎㄎㄎ~~~ sighh LIKE him, just like him haha i wish i could find my summer love right now oh so soon:)

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I hate school. 最後深夜來臨我還是一個人 是又種失落感 很孤獨的感覺 原來我還是會怕剩我一個人

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I want to yell and be dramatic and go crazy and cry aloud and run in the rain. “You promised me. You promised me…” to who I want to say this to, I don’t even know or what he/she promised what. All I know is that I. AM. NOT.HAPPY. right now.i want to go crazy [...]

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tomorrow there’s work and final project. Tonight there was food, company, a bit of lonliness somewhere admist it all. I want to go to Madrid and Italy. The gorgeous wine vineyards and cobblestone streets. I want to be an artist pretty badly, someone who dances on streets and paints sunsets. Also, I’ve learned to hold [...]

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If I had the world at my fingertips, my essay would be done (not even perfect but at least done), an apartment would be found for really cheap, and the men I want to meet will be waiting outside my door. One problem, the world is NOT at my fingertips.

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I absolutely HATE how when one thing in your life goes fine, the other still doesn’t resolve itself. I have a list of things to accomplish: job, internship, apartment, school, boyfriend. Job and internship semi-checked. Apartment no way. School, working on it. Boyfriend DEFINITELY no way. WHY OH WHY? Why can’t one thing working cause the [...]

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Is there any possible way?? I know the more I want it the more I won’t get it. Life works like that and I don’t like it. I still have my paper to do:( why oh why must I have fallen in love at first sight. Perhaps I’m just too focused on the material things you hold [...]

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Mother, I miss thee

It’s just that I’m scared to sleep, to cry alone in bed again. It’s scary to know that once the lights go out, I’ll be left alone with my own thoughts that tell me how much pain I’m in. It’s just that it still hurts to be ignored and not loved by the ones around [...]

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Invisibility turned to truth

Dear ___________, Today I felt the most like a stranger to you. Today it made me think about how different our values are. We value and prioritize things so differently that I honestly don’t know how sometimes we manage. But we do. But today, when I saw you on that stage as you tried to [...]

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