I want to yell and be dramatic and go crazy and cry aloud and run in the rain.
“You promised me. You promised me…” to who I want to say this to, I don’t even know or what he/she promised what. All I know is that I. AM. NOT.HAPPY. right now.i want to go crazy and drink and party and sing and dance away all that unhappiness and all that sadness and all that hurt. I can’t believe you would even ask me that. and WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO BE SUNDAY MORNING AND WHAT I SHOULD BE DOING. YES YOU’RE MY FRIEND BUT YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE SUPPORTIVE NOT YELLING AND GETTING FRUSTRATED AT ME. YES THINGS ARE NOT GOING YOUR WAY AND IM NOT GOING TO CHURCH OR PLAYING MY ROLE AS A GOOD CHRISTIAN GIRL BUT I DON’T WANT TO BE HER. DON’T YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL? DON’T YOU KNOW THIS IS JUST AS HARD FOR ME AS IT IS FOR YOU? YOU DON’T KNOW, DO YOU?
i want to just cry it all out and then have my mom there to lay there and pretend she didn’t see.
